Every so often, in the appalling state of the state he's in, he comes up for air
And finds his own death like a dog sleeping on wooden steps, which may wake
And bark if he makes the slightest sound. And when he glimpses that couple
Getting into their car together as they've been doing for years—the woman
Directing the man how to back out into traffic—then the map he's peering at
Grows cloud-covered, the names get blotted out, and the roads are only thin
Rivers of blood, winding nowhere. But, buried in the dust of too much, who
Will hear the man cry out, saying this is how the story puts an end to itself?
For every corner he's brought to a kind of order, another one lends itself
To a chaos of odd socks, middens of books, trunkfuls of outworn clothes. But
Somewhere in the heart's heaving, at its tangle-toil of rage, in the wasp-nest
Of his nervous system, a small scream is gathering strength, getting ready.